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[Monday
Dec 25, 06 @12:36PM
]
I thought maybe it'd be a good time to post
since I never do

so this school year is going by super fast, and I looove mclean surprisingly.
and I'm generally really happy.

It's kinda scary though, 2006 went by so fast and I don't even wanna imagine how fast upcoming years will go.
1_CMNT

[Thursday
Oct 05, 06 @07:27PM
]
wow it's been a whole month.
i've been really busy with school and stuff.

anyways i really like mclean and my new house, i'm happy.
i'm soo busy though. the only thing i can focus on right now is school, which is why i quit cold stone.
my grades aren't even too good, there's so much pressure to work a lot harder.
i really haven't been able to do much else.

DEATH CAB IS COMING IN NOVEMBER AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO.
1_CMNT

[Tuesday
Sep 05, 06 @06:28PM
]
so school started today.
for those of you who don't know, i go to mclean high now.
and i like it so far.
that's all.
















:]
CMNT

[Wednesday
Aug 30, 06 @10:34PM
]
school schedule.
mclean high.

red days:
1. Basic Tech. Drawing; ?
3. Spanish II; Bott
5. English 9 Honors; Wagoner
7. Geometry; Freeman

silver days:
2. Biology; Smith
4. Gym; Wilson
6. World History 1 Honor; Matarazzo
7. Geometry; Freeman
A LUNCH.

public schoo is gay.
i am looking forward to it though.
i can't belive there's only 5 more days.
i don't move until the 21st.
but ANYWAYS.
i'm glad the summer is over, it was terrible.
CMNT

[Sunday
Aug 13, 06 @07:44PM
]
so.
we finally bought a house.
it's in falls church.
so yorktown is out of the question.
i'm either going to mclean or o'connell.

but with my parents nothing is ever definite.
i mean we bought the house and everything, but knowing them they might back out of it.
but i loveee my new house.
it's really weird looking on the outside, but it's brand new, it's not even done being built and it's really nice.
plus i can finally walk to the metro.
which is conveinent because i will be metroing to new school like everyday.
7_CMNT

[Thursday
Aug 10, 06 @01:20AM
]
i think.
i THINK.
i've made a decision.
yorktown??
that's what i'm thinking.








moving is gay when your parents are gay.
understand?
1_CMNT

[Sunday
Aug 06, 06 @12:58AM
]
hmm. well my house sold like a week ago.
we're looking for a house now, we should be moving in a little more than a month.
h-b didn't except me.
i still have to hear from o'connell.

my mom got in a car accident, she hit a fed ex truck.
yesterday i hung out with ruby.
today i worked and then hung out with marion.
it's been fun.
CMNT

[Monday
Jul 31, 06 @11:11PM
]
this myspace virus is ridiculous.
why haven't i updated? no reason too.
the beach this weekend was pretty good, i ruled at texas hold 'em and black jack.
yessss.
STILL have no idea where i'm going to school.
i sent a letter of reccomendation and a personal letter that i wrote to h-b.
i probably won't get in.
then theres o'connell, my mom would love for me to go there, i wouldn't really mind it, but i still have to get in. theres a good chance there.
and as for yorktown, im already registered. i just need to figure this shit out.
all these back to school advertisements are killing me.
so are mosquitos.

im running out of time.
not just about school, but for everything.
i have no idea where my life is going, and it makes me crazy.
2_CMNT

[Monday
Jul 10, 06 @12:07AM
]
i barely remember what i've been doing.
i've had work.
and today i went to lost dog with ellen and marion and her friend paige.
and then i went to ruby's and me and her and jon hung out, that was interesting.
and ellen is leaving tomorrow.
and i am so upset.
this summer already sucks enough.
i have nothing to look forward to, not tomorrow or the next day, not the next 4 school years.
i just wanna leave.
to brazil.
but i know its not possible.
god i cant wait to fucking move, i mean i don't want to, but im tired of having a house for sale.
it's all depressing, everything is.
but i did found a bandana at ruby's house that was rainbow with puppies.
it was very gay.
the end.
8_CMNT

i'm kickin'. [Thursday
Jul 06, 06 @10:30PM
]
so my sidekick 3 came yesterday.
one effing week early, that was so cool.
so far i love it except it didn't fucking like charge all the way after like 20 hours.
wtf.
idk so the battery sucks at this point but i still love it.
tuesday i worked.
wednesday i dont remember, besides sk3.
and today i just did shit until around like earlyish afternoon chrisite picked me up and we went to cailtins and ellen was there and we were there and we watched the end of aquamarine hahaha.
and then christie dropped the 3 of us off at east falls and we went to ballston and hung out in food court and then saw the devil wears prada haha.
and now i am here and tomorrow after work i am hanging out with ellen and caitlin again i think, and christie maybe.
CMNT

[Monday
Jul 03, 06 @09:35PM
]
MY SIDEKICK IS COMING SOOOOOON.
so, i ordered my sidekick 3 and idk when it will be here but hopefully soon.
so the reason i havent been updating lately is because i have nothing to say, everything has been pretty boring.
summer sucks.
except i have some news, which might make some of you cry, it did make me cry, a lot.

i was FORCED. literally FORCED.
my entire family brought me to a hair cutting place, put me in a chair, i thought i was just gonna trim it like i usually do, but they wouldnt let ONE word come out of my mouth and they told the lady to cut it all of, i had no choice.
i am so mad at them.
so work has been good.
except i kinda never wanna eat icecream again.
everything still kinda sucks.
i still havent gotten my phone, wallet and shirt from ellen or caitlin, since idk who has them.
and its been almost a week and i really need my shit.
so as of now i still have no idea where exactly im going next year, probably yorktown, but my mom wants me to go to o'connell and im not into the holy shit.
i wanna go to h.b.
i've realized that i dont look forward that anything there is to come in the future, and i regret everything i do in the past.
there has to be something wrong here.
5_CMNT

[Wednesday
Jun 28, 06 @10:24PM
]
the panic! show yesterday was AMAZING.
i got over to caitlins to meet her and ellen and marion and caitlin's friend ilsa.
and then we wait for caitlins dad and we head over to the 9:30 club.
BUT THE RAIN MADE IT SO GAY.
so we try going on constitution and there was so much traffic it was going so slow, it was flooded and it was crazy, we didn't expect to get there until around nine and doors opened at six-thirty.
so we are sitting on constitution moving like five feet every ten minutes.
and then we see that the rode was closed like half way so we do all this crazy driving and get onto independence which was EMPTY.
so we got there in like five minutes after that.
so we get there in the middle of the hush sound, who i now love.
we watch them and feel really bad that laura hadn't gotten here yet because the dresden dolls were gonna play soon.
so we buy laura dresden doll panties :)
and then eventually she gets there when the dresden dolls only had 2 more songs left but i think she got to see her favorite.
so yeah after them we wait a long time for panic and then they start and they were amazing and they played like the whole album and it was so fun and everyone danced and it was all themed and the costumes and whole stage setup was so cool it was the best thing eve.
and i bought a panic shirt.
after the show we were so sweaty and gross and ellen wouldnt let me go back and get my shit from caitlin so now she has my phone and wallet and shirt but its ok.
we had so much fun.
and today i had to wake up early for the gay hspt.
and then i had work from 3-7.
and then dinner and now im here.
-d!
2_CMNT

[Monday
Jun 26, 06 @02:00PM
]
OMG PANIC/HUSHIES/DRESDEN DOLLS SHOW TOMORROW W/ ELLEN AND CAITLING AND MARIONA AND LAURA OMGGGGGGGGGG SO EXCITED.
3_CMNT

OMGZ. [Monday
Jun 26, 06 @01:51PM
]
Okay, so yesterday I had to wake up early and go to work at 10. My first day went really well, I like the job, I made waffle cones, and watched 5 hours of video telling us about 'The Culture of Cold Stone". That was boring.
So I got out around 2 and I called Caitlin and I found out that Ellen and Caitlin came to see me at work but they didn't find me. So they were still up at the movie theater (at ballston) so I went up and met them and we saw the breakup. Ongz The Breakup was so bad, it was really funny at first but then it just got retarded. Then we went to the food court and and ate and Caitling put on my Cold Stone uniform.
Then we go to Caitlin's and rent WHEN A STRANGER CALLS MGEMI4UN45H. So then we go to Caitlin's and wtch this movie about like holocaust shit that I thought was boring. And then there were these five minutes where everything was really hilarious between Ellen and I. "Omg you spilled water all over me." "I love when it does this." "Let's play." "It's seeping." And then we watched WHEN A STRANGER CALLS, LAWL. It was so funny, and we got scured.
Then my parents we're being retarded again and they were doing this thing lately where they decide not to pick me up because they think it's too late (it was only fucking 9:30) and they forced me to ask for a ride home, they were being so immature and retarded.
Ellen drove me home and I did shit then slept and now I have to go to work in like an hour.
adios.
-d!
CMNT

everything sucks. [Saturday
Jun 24, 06 @06:16PM
]
[ mood | i don't know. ]

On Thursday I went out with my friends Ruby, Amanda and Jon.
It was kinda lame.
We broke into Haycock Elementary and did nothing.
Mikes Hard Lemonade.
Whatever.
And then we go back To Ruby's basement, and wait to get picked up, everyone leaves except for me and at about 11 I call my parents to come get me. My dad tells me that someones coming to get me right now. I wait and wait and no one comes, I call over and over until about 2 in the morning when I gave up. Ruby's dad was already asleep thinking that I was leaving at 11.
My parents forgot to fucking pick me up and I had to spend the night, without Ruby's dad knowing.
Ruby's dad found me and Ruby in his basement, and what he thought happened is pretty obvious.
He hates me and I don't know when I am gonna be aloud to see her again.
And she's at her mom's for two weeks so I can't talk to her.
And it's all my fucking parent's fault.
So then on Friday morning my mom picks me up at Ruby's. I called her and she said "Oh, aren't you in the basement."
Bitch.
Way to fucking give a shit.
And also Amanda moved away, they were some of my best friends.
Then on Friday Ellen blew me off: We had plans, she makes other plans, and doesn't call me.
So I rented Season 3 of Six Feet Under and that's what I did for the remainder of Friday and so far all of Today.
I start work tomorrow at Cold Stone, and it's also the open house for mi casa, so I have to be out all day.
Everything sucks.

CMNT

So here it is... [Thursday
Jun 22, 06 @12:53AM
]
[ mood | . ]

So Ellen made this.
I guess I'll do this shit again.
It all started when Ellen and I were looking at my 7th grade xanga, god I was retarded.
I guess this should make up for it!

So.
Summer.
It sucks.
Besides the fact that I have to think about how in 2 and a half months I will have to walk to the doors of fucking Yorktown High School, or whatever peice of shit school I end up going to, I actually thought this summer might be fun.
I know it just started, but I don't really think it will get any better. Maybe when I start working at Cold Stone I'll be less bored. The first few days of summer Ellen was grounded, and most people were still in school. Now that she's ungrounded we have still only hungout once, and we have no idea when we will hangout next. I might have to go to shitty ass Bethany Beach tomorrow GAY.
_Ellen will be gone most of the summer.
_My friend Ruby has to go to her mom's house for 2 weeks.
_My friend Amanda is moving tomorrow.
_My Parents are being more annoying than ever.
Basically I'm just bored, the only interesting thing I've done so far is go to Warped Tour with Caitlin, which was really fun though. Besides that I haven't gone out that much at all, and I haven't been eating. Whatever, it's not so bad, hopefully it will get better.
So my house is officially up for sale today, moving is going to suck, ever since my parents got demoted things have sucked.
Anyways, Ellen is keeping me alive. I LOVE ELLEN.
and six feet under.
-d!

1_CMNT

CRACK! goes the champagne bottle [Thursday
Jun 22, 06 @12:39AM
]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Early November ]

Try not to scream. Contain yourselves.

Is anyone out there?

So this is it. The beginning of an unconquered era. I can't promise you honesty or emoution or composure. I can garuntee bitchiness, and maybe ever a glimpse of entertainment here or there.

Whoever you are, you are a witness to my evolving perfection. Sit back, relax, and for heaven's sake, have a cigar, you deserve it.

You can take what I say literally, you can read between the lines.

Fasten your seat belts it's gonna be a bumpy ride.

CMNT

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